Life has really picked up for me!

Well, since I have my 5 week old "Shugga Daddy" (buck deer) around now days I have been covered in a big dose of BUSY! But here lately I have been having thease little "spells" which I was suspecting to be low blood suger (hypoglycemia) for several reasons..but my mother was just diagnosed with it and hypo-thyriod (I have bee diagnoised with hypo-thyroid for a few years now) anyway, I have been a little worried by thease scary spells that hit me out of nowhere and usually happen at the weirdest times. But starting tomorrow I am going to try to strict Do's and Dont's of low blood suger and see if I get better. If it gets better WONDERFUL if not away to the Dr. I will go. Yes, I have been praying about it...and the dear lord has been so reasuring through the scripture! Oh-I FINALLY finished Joshua and well into Judges now...loving it....I herd someone say the other day "I try not to give God the left overs of the day" and it hit me,...maybe I had started just giving him the last 30 mins of my day you know...NOT COOL....so I am working on puting/keeping him first and at arms reach! I love Jesus! All glory to him today, tomorrow and always! I am soooo glad he saved me....I could never face anything before that was even a little hard/scary...but through him I face hillls, valleys, holes and oceans! THANK YOU JESUS! Amen

Keeping a balance....

with life and God!! Wow! How hard is that? The more I read the Bible the more I want to read ...the more I read!! HA! Did I loose ya? The more I spend time in life the more I want to, the more I do! Ha! I am sure ya know what I mean! Anything that I do (ie:working, house chores, watch T.V., get on the computer, ride the four wheeler, swimming, taking care of "Shuga" the deer) other the read my bible, pray, go to church, talk about God/Jesus .....pulls me further from him it seems...so I am trying to find away to balance everything!! Basically I try to give time in the morning and/or night for reading the bible, pray 7 times a day (ok some of those prayers are just THANK YOU JESUS but those still count right??) I talk about him often....and attend Sunday morning church always! I don't know how other christians manage their lives but I am just learning ...kind of trial and error! THANK YOU JESUS! I Love you God!

Just a thought...

I am noticing this-once I decided to take one little-bity-ity step toward him...he has actually grabbed my hand and lead me..never letting go! Once I begain reading my Bible and praying....everything is starting to fall into place like I love going to church, helping my fellow man/woman, I have a pretty constant smile on my face (even through situations that before would of really caused me to fall). I am starting to enjoy doing the good/right things in life. Like on my days off I want to get as much work as I can around the house as I can . I know this is not me it is him that lives in me. Because, I myself am nothing. But, I have had people ask me things about the bible or try to tell me things and I can "fight" the good fight with my "sword". I was blown away last night when I was able to answer someone questions and even give them the chapter I was talking about. I thank the holy spirit for taking over for me and using me as a vessel! I am conswtantly thirsting for more of him!

Leviticus

That's the book I'm in and am beginning to enjoy it. I am finding that God doesn't leave room for doing certain things any other way then how he wants it done!!! It is amazing! He also had really firm punishments! Which makes me come to think that he dislikes disobedience very much!! I have always herd "the road to heaven is narrow, everyone is invited, but few get it " I still find my self dealing with certain aspects of my life that are maybe "lacking"-for example sometimes I get overwelmed and let anger get a hold of my mouth! I know not "cool" right? However, everytime I sin now days I KNOW at the VERY moment I feel a "pin-prick" in my heart!!!
Ok, if anyone has anything to "Add" -i.e.:your thoughts/point of view please comment! God Bless!

Satan thinks he's "big" but I know God's bigger!

I had a very unusal encounter today. I would of been worried ...and maybe for a min. I was untill I remembered this "But, the Lord is faithful; he will strengthen you and guard you from the evil one." 2 Thessalonians 3:3
What happened was : I was on my way home when I saw a couple who I have known for a sometime (not very well) But, I knew them enough to be able to say they claim to be "Satan worshippers" ...actually I was driving right behind them. When they started driving really really slow and even drove up on the side of the curb. So I eased on around them hoping to either "Avoid" them or maybe pass on a word about Jesus. And as I came up on them they began to flip me off! I was already waving and smiling..so I realized they were "angry" for some reason. I just kept going and then they even acted like they were going to "ram" me. They kept going straight when I turned off the road. But, I could feel satan like trying to "worry" me! I praise the lord for putting his hand down to protect me. I love you Jesus and thank you! All glory to him!

(Just a quick add-on)

I am working on not forgetting to give all glory to God! I myself am NOTHING without him! It is not I that does anything "Good" it is him and only him using me! Thank you Jesus!

Blessings!!! They KEEP coming!

I am trying to remember all the blessings that I have recieved in the last 2 months...and I can not even count them!!!! Thease are a few: 1.I abtained a job. (Since Louise passed I had not even wanted a job...however, after March 10th when I was Baptized a dear friend asked me if I wanted to come work for her). 2. Brian's mom took some of the money Louise "left behind" to fix all of my teeth!!!!!! and the dentist (who is a God Send that goes to our church) gave us a discount. 3. I was blessed to encounter a lady who is a Jew and the lord used me to witness to her about Jesus. 4. I have spent the last 25 years of my life batteling depression and other issues. I had come to the point of great emptiness...so that I could avoid the pain...I became COLD, "HARD", even maybe mean at times and through our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ I can tell you this I HAVE NOT had not even one day of depression since my great "dunk" (baptisim)5. I picked up a little kitty who was lost from his mommie and I prayed "God please help me find a good owner for this kitty, in Jesus name I pray Amen" and my 2nd stop headed home a lady said "I am looking for a barn cat" ....I cried and thanked him. You know I honestly believe he loves us sooo much that even the little things -if we have faith and it is in his will then in EVERY aspect of our life he will come through!!! There are many more but I am trying to not get to "scattered brained" (so that I make sense) :)
I hope the Lord can shine through my blogging to help just one person. I sure know that
everytime I start going over all this in my head-I am blown away. You know I am so undeserving of all that he has done for ME!!! But, I love him and thank him!